Out of my mind 🥀

~K❤️

   An excerpt.🥀

From the Bible 🌸.

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She should have never turned back. Not after the three heaven sent men had warned her, lot and her children.

     But her sole weakness were things of the world and she could not bear to leave everything she knew and loved behind.

     But as most people had said, that would always be her downfall.

     It seemed as so her feet were rooted to the ground, her hands, fixed in place slowly changing from it's normal glowing radiance, to the dull grading of salt.

     She wished that the fact that she was slowly losing control of her body was what terrified her. But no, it was th fact that she could not change the position in which she was in to see the ones that she loved.

     She was trapped in her body, fully aware of her surroundings cursed by her thoughts.

     It might have been selfish of her to wish that even Lot would turn back to try and save her, but she cared not.

     Even a glance her way would relieve her of her growing pain.

     But she knew he would not. Neither of them would.

     This was to be her punishment.

                      Her curse.

     To be forced to watch her home burn to ashes, and to never be able to start anew.

      How fitting; she thought with a scoff. To have an eternity, as part of the very things she could not do without.

   

                                        - The first day.

                                                Mrs. Lot

I have no idea why this popped into my head💆.

But I've always been curious about how Lot's wife felt when her family left her behind.

I sometimes feel that way too though.

Trapped. Terrified.

Locked in my thoughts.

Left behind.

Her punishment is what some of us have to deal with everyday of our lives😓.

And it reminds me of what is waiting for some of us at the end of our lives.

She (Lot's wife) was trapped in her own type of hell...

I wonder what God has install for the ones who fall short....