The Day of Love❤️

Today is the day for all people born of and with love give love👫💑, and maybe or maybe not, receive it🤷.

This year, I am not on the receiving end of the romantic kind however😶, which is a good and a bad thing💁.

Good❤️, because I can spend this year's valentine appreciating the friends that I love( and who love me back of course), instead of pining on a boy to make my valentine's day.

And bad😪, because I'm a sappy romantic at heart😭😭. And its a damn shame I can't have that single person to share my feelings and affections with.

So today, what I planned on doing was to send a mail to God, about the boy of my dreams,

Yes, I was going to send a mail to God, I consider it a prayer, thank you very much🙃.

But I figured that since I'm writing a blog and all, it'll be nice for my readers to know what I classify as " the perfect boy"🤗

So here goes...

Dear God🙏,

Unlike last year, I'm without a partner, and honestly? At a point before today, I felt like I was going to be a little sad today🤧, because couples would be spreading their love, and I'd be forced to hide my distress under slightly nasty comments🤫 and talks of having "no vibe" for valentine.😬

But then I spoke to a really good friend of mine who told me something that made me think it wasn't really a bad thing to have no valentine, when I could simply just come and tell you what my greatest desires are in a boy and pray that you'll spare me the heartache, and grant my heart desires.

Sometimes, I'd like to think that I want him to be tall🕴️, and handsome🤸 and rich💰. But I  figured I'd just be asking for all the regular pretty boys with bad attitudes🧐.

Although it won't really hurt if he's taller than I am🙈😚.

I want him to, on the first day of seeing me, think of me as one of a kind. As something rare that he should want to have and take care of. In my fantasies he knows I'm the only one for him, and when I see him, I know he's the only one for me too☺️❤️.

I want him to court me, no matter how old fashioned it might seem, and have interests in the things that I love, and in the things that I don't.
I want him to take me dancing 💃💃, even though he knows that I really can't dance to save the universe😂😅, but then he'll dance with me anyways.
I want him to want me to sing for him every day 🎶 And  tell me that my voice is beautiful ✨,and mean it.
I want him to be my best friend 🌈❤️

I want him to care about my future, I want him to encourage me to always do what's right, amd I want him to always be there for me when I need someone to hug, or to cry on, or hell, even to scream at when this world's frustrations have broken me into untraceable pieces.

I want him to respect me enough not to be with me  just because I'm attractive or pleasing to the eye, but for what's in my head💆, and the things that I do that touch his 💓.

I want him to look at the things I write and tell me where he thinks I should work on, and praise me when my work is amazing ( as it always is of course😏)

I want him to trust me, to tell me what he thinks about life, music 🎶and art. I want to talk about real things with him, like family and friendships👫, like our hopes and our dreams.

Things like love❣️.

I want him to show me who he is, knowing fully well that I will accept him for who he is, not because he's perfect, but because he knows I love him, and that he loves me too❣️❣️❣️.

I want him to hold my hand🤝, and hug me, even when to others it might be weird or awkward. I want him to look at me like I'm the reason he breathes😩❤️. Just as he is my reason for breathing.

I want him to be proud of me, and to only ever try to make me better.

I wouldn't have to try to be a better person with him though, with him I can only ever be the best, just as I want him to be the best because he's with me.

I want to laugh with him😂😂, and cry on and for him😭😭, when he'll do silly things and get into trouble( on occasion of course😅). I know we'll get mad at each other a couple of times, but I hope we'll always love each other enough to remember that we can't let little arguments tear us apart😊👫.

I want him to be my sun and stars ⛅✨.

Just as he is mine🌟.

I want our happiness to be linked.

I want to think of him and smile, the same way he'll do the same for me.

I want him to see me as his equal🌈.

I don't care if he isn't as handsome and as rich as the next guy🙅,

I just want him to love me as much as I love him❣️.

 I want him to be my forever and always✨.

I hope it isn't too much too ask🙏.

I don't know if I'll ever meet someone like this in my lifetime.

But I know deep down that I will never settle for less.

I only hope you'll show him to me, so I don't end up in a disaster that will last me a life time🙌.

Your Daughter,

Kachi❤️.

I hope we all find what we're looking for 🌈✨

Happy Valentine's day ❤️