Day 4💐

Someone that inspired me❤️

I am inspired by a woman who writes ✍️.

Her heart❤️. Her soul🌬️.

I have never met another writer whose story can be known just by reading her words✨. Whose emotions are alive and well real in her words💮

Who speaks to me with her words.💆

I am inspired by a woman who takes pride in who she is💫, in the women who have made her what she is💕, and the people who affect how she lives🌸.

I am inspired by a woman, who is not afraid of the power in her pen✍️. And uses that power to empower others🤗.

I am inspired by her courage🙋.

And her truth❤️.

I am inspired by Rupi Kaur💜.

Day 3🙂

My top three pet peeves💀

1. I am greatly annoyed by the unnecessary disregard people have for the feelings of others.
Like when boys forget that girls are more than just "a good time" and when girls forget that boys are more than what they look.
Or when people speak or act without bothering that their actions can take a toll on another person's existence😑
It sickens me.🤧
It drives me mad😤
It makes the world a very horrible horrible place💔.

2. I dislike the judgemental. I dislike people who believe that in this imperfect world, they have the right to look down or demean another person's actions. No one is perfect. Everyone makes mistakes. It is criminal to judge when our actions are not pure.
It is inhuman.
To believe that you are judge and jury over all but yourself.
It is the beginning of man's failings.
And the root of man's problems.

3. It annoys me when people see me as less than I am. When they forget that like them, I have people to look after, people to not disappoint and a future to worry about. Just like they do.
And because for some insane reason, I appear to never be offended.
There is only so much disrespect and disregard a human can take.😑
And it is annoying and unnecessary to take people for granted🚶🏼‍♀
So yea, this things really piss me off.

🙂💯

Day 2❤️

Something that someone told me about myself that I will never forget🌸.


Well, I've been told a great many things in my life. Some good, some bad.
I've been called lots of things in my life, some good and some bad.
But the one thing I will never forget is when my friends, Uruoma, told me that I am brave, and honest.
She told me that there are few that will say and do the things that I do. And she told me she was proud of me😭❤
In my short time on this Earth, I have realized that it is not complements or flattery that should matter or hold weight in my life. Anyone who can look beneath the surface to notice these things about me or you is precious and gold✨.
If you are told things like this, you should cherish them💕
And so when she told me I was a bit moved *plenty moved* and I thought, if she can see this in me then I'm not that bad a person.
 Because to be called brave and honest is... Nothing short of magical✨
And I take it with me, every where. Because unlike beauty;that is in the eye of the beholder, bravery and honesty cannot be selective❤
And that makes me feel grateful✨
Hell, it's better than being called beautiful.
Because it's not everyday that anyone gets appreciate for the qualities they possess❤
So, my Uruoma my friend, thank you❤
For making me see myself at that time, and now, as something more❤✨

30 day writing challenge ✍️ ❤️

The thirty days writing challenge✨


Day 1❤️
10 things that make me really happy.

The moment I saw this challenge on my friends status i was like "hey, this will be like really easy😌😭" I'd just have an excuse to write a lot🤓.
Now that I'm writing this first thing, I feel at a loss.
But meh,🤷🏼‍♀
I'll discover things while I write😁✨

So...
1. Talking to him✨
I say "him" because well, I don't know how he'll feel about his name being in a blog post🙈.
When I'm with him, I can't stop smiling😊, and all I'm thinking is, I never want this to end😔❤. Unfortunately, the moments do  end😤, and I have to pray for the next time I can see him to come as fast as possible🏃🏼‍♀🏃🏼‍♀

2. Writing✨
I'm writing right now.
And I couldn't be happier❤

3. Apple Fanta❤
I think everything is better with a sip of apple fanta😏😏

4. Spending time with my *Coco* Friends😝🤩🤪
I have the craziest friends🖤. But they're the best💕. It makes me completely happy and privileged to be in the company of such amazing people💛🙇🏼‍♀

5. Talking to him (II)
I've never met another person who thinks the way I do. Until him I guess😙. It's like talking to myself, but with someone else🙈, and it makes me so happy❤

6. My Family🤩
The weirdest set if people I've met in my entire life to be honest😹😹✨. But they do these little things that bring tears to my eyes and make me remember that people have got my back💕

7. Subway Surfers🤩🤩
Yeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssss!!!!!!!💕 Nothing gets me more excited than playing subway Surfers💕 I plan in embarking on a journey to destroy it's haters👿

8. Crazy Dancing 💃💃
I'm a horrible dancer. But nothing makes me happier when I dance to my favorite songs😃😃

9. Karaoke🎼🎼
I do this thing where I put my ear phones in my ear and sing along with the song blasting in my ears😙😙. I can be really loud, but it makes me feel really nice💕. Not necessarily happy, just nice💕

10. Kids❤
Kids make me happy.
Especially when they smile.

It took me like 45 minutes to write this.
Meaning: life is so very very hard😖
Enjoy🖤

EVERYTHING IS NOT WHAT IT SEEMS🥺💔

Am I the only one who’s sitting in the ducks?🥺

An I the only one trying to handle things that just seem to be slipping out of my control?😢

Am I the only one questioning where I’m at and what I’m doing?😔

Because I’d honestly hate to believe that I’m one of those incompetent and lazy kids who don’t know what to do with themselves.😳

I’m a sixteen year old and I’m in university. In a lot of places I shouldn’t even have graduated from high school. But I’m here, in a university known for its ability to either make or mar the destinies of its students. (I emphasis greatly on the “mar”); trying to hard to juggle my social and academic life.

AND THINGS AREN’T JUST WORKING!!!!😖😖

I’m hiding behind the mantra that “everything will get better”, and it makes me really edgy.

Because things don’t always get better. And it scares me.😪

I’m trying so hard not to crumble beneath the stress of trying not to disappoint the ones I love 💕 

But I can’t seem to get it right.

And it drives me mad 😠

Because much to popular opinion, I’m not handling things okay. I’m not living the perfect universe life. I’m never even particularly happy unless I’m spending time with the ones that I cherish.

It’s a known fact that most people will rather eat dust than admit that everything isn’t chicken 🍗 and meat pie 🥧 

But I can’t keep lying to myself. I need help. And I’m having a hard time getting it.

I’m alone now.😿 and I’m not so confident about it.

But... despite all this... fears and obstacles and worries that have rooted themselves in my path, I’ll still do what I must.😤

Because this isn’t about me getting out with a really good grade or whatever, it’s about my survival, and how the world will accept me once I have left the four walls of an educational facility 😴😴

( this is usually how I tell myself things will get better)😽😽

But I can only hope. And if you’re reading this, and you feel exactly the same way?💁🏽‍♀️💁🏼‍♀️

I hope things get better for you too 💕